Coming Alive

STIM retreat. for the past month or so my relationships with everything and everyone have been changing. with God i am more comfortable now than ever before. i can give glory where it belongs even in class settings. i am understanding my victory, my comfort zone, my love in Jesus. my biggest praise right now is my relationship with Kristan. for the past week or so we have grown closer together through fearless communication. last night we ended up talking late, hours after the STIM campers went to bed. we talked about a lot of stuf that we never talked about before. i understand her heart better than anyone i have ever known. God will really bless kristan when she finally decides missions is where her heart is. i have never known a person so capable of love. the most remarkable thing about her is the fact that she has no idea that she loves so well. i am sitting with her now and she simply radiates Jesus. if i didnt love her so much i would probably find myself in love with her.

I remember this night.  We were sitting in a cabin – both journaling.  I doubt she was writing about me at that moment, but I couldn’t get my mind off of her.  I sound kind of stupid at the end there, but it will earn me points in a month or so when she finally hops on here and reads my blog again…so it’s worth it.